lol, yes! they are beautiful but in a demented dark way especially Sick Little Games, that was just shocking and oh my god the Back to black, dammit! haha,
and oh.. I will be waiting no matter how long, it's depressing to see a very beautiful story get left without an ending but it's nice to know that you're still active in writing so there's hope for all of us, haha xD
the knife fic is this jalex fic where jack shoves a bowie knife n alex's ass and fucks him with it. and it has a daddy kink. it got taken down by the author, but sometimes it still loads. it's called "i like to make you scream", and is in alltimeslash. hopefully this helped idk!!!11 :-))
Hahaha, EXACTLY! I mean, I don't even know if I would've enjoyed it because she made us do these worksheets like going back in the chapter, and make us take quizes and it TOTALLY ruined it, hah.