I'm not tired out by it, I'm not mad, I'm not sad, I'm not mentally torn down.It feels wierd. Thinking about making new friends to keep for a long time at this point in time. It feels too late, although i know it's not.I feel like I won't find friends to keep for a long time easily anymore.Between the two of them, I feel lonely.I feel like I should've been the one that moved. It wouldn't have made...

I close my eyes and I pretend that I am everything she wants me to be as her best friend. I am the friend tossed aside. I am the second thought. I am the wallflower to their life.We have dedicated ourselves to almost 3 years of unbroken friendship and I am always reassuring myself that whatever we go through, we'll always come out of it together.But maybe I've been too naive?Close friends grow...