I’ve been going through a lot and no one seems to notice. They do not notice that I am unhappy or feel alone. When I am upset they tell me to grow up and get over it. They tell me I am overreacting. How am I overreacting when it is how I feel in my heart? I feel like my own mother does not like me. She never includes me in anything, whether it is going to the store, or out of town, or even...

Hey guys,So life seems to be getting better..I think. I still see my therapist, and take medications but I truely am starting to feel happy. I have been doing a lot with myself. I have been wanting to change myself for awhile now.I met this guy, his name is Ryan. He is 23 and I swear everything about him is perfect. If I had a list he pretty much is a 9/10. He graduates from NWMS this december for...

Is it sad that I am afraid to let myself get close to anyone, or even talk to anyone for that matter. It seems like something bad always happens too me, like I am only supposed to be there when its convienent? I have been talking to my therapist a lot lately about everything. I've come to the conclusion that I just am not good enough to have a real friendship I don't deserve it. A lot of you are...

Ugly, fat, stupid, and gross thats what I see when I look in the mirror. I wish I could be one of them pretty skinny girls but as much as I try I only seem to look worse. Somedays I wish I didn't exist, like I am a mistake. I don't do anything right, and I am the worst person ever. I can't even keep friends because Im so messed up. Sometimes I say things I don't mean, some things I don't even...

Hey guys,Its been awhile and I really feel like I need to update you on things.My name is Dani, and I am have been battling depression for the past couple years. Last year was the hardest. Today I want to talk about the events that led up to my breaking point. Do not judge me, this is my way of getting it out there.January of 2011 my best friend of 7 years left for his two year mission trip, that...

So today I found out where my best friend is going on his mission trip. I was thinking It would be here in the states on the coast or just even out of Missouri somewhere. I was way wrong. He got his calling papers to go to Paris France for 2 years. I should be happy he gets to spend 2 years in Europe right? Sadly I am the exact opposite.You see, when he leaves on this mission the only form of...

I feel like an outsider. I do things differently in my family I am very independent and like to do things my own way. My family members are very happy, relaxed and they are very open with each other. As for me, I would prefer having my own space, as with a house full of people it’s hard to get any alone time what so ever. In my home I always feel like I have to be someone I am not, since...