Every winter, I get down. Not like that. I mean, I get depressed. I don't care about anything, I start thinking that the feeling is never going to end, everything that has to do with depression, I get.But only every winter. At first, I thought it was just from not seeing my friends as often during winter break. As the years went on though, I started to realize something was really wrong.I went...

It's driving me crazy that I don't have anything school related to keep me occupied for the next week. I don't exactly enjoy doing homework, but at least it keeps my mind off of everything I'm trying to avoid thinking about.I just made my status on facebook this:"It's harder than you'd think to pretend that someone doesn't exist. Then you start pretending another person doesn't exist, then...

I'm celebrating my least favorite holiday ever by reading really crappy pick-up lines. I gotta say, they make me chuckle. (I love that word- chuckle. Makes me.. chuckle.)Here's a few--I was so enchanted by your beauty that I ran into that wall over there. So I am going to need your name and number for insurance purposes.-I'm a Love Pirate, and I'm here for your booty! ARRRGGGHHH!!!-I put a drop of...

I just realized what the song Give Me Novacaine by Green Day reminds me of. Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots. Or am I crazy? I really think so. :]Anyway, I seriously am sick of immature guys. First a guy, just playing around, SLAPS me, and hard, then I slapped him back after I caught him.So there's this low-down dumb arse who thinks he's BA. If that didn't piss me off enough, then the him saying...

Heyy Mibba!Well, basically school started again on Monday. I'm not sure what the hell my school was thinking by making the first week back a full week, but hey. I hate it anyway! Hahaha.It hasn't been too bad though, even though Algebra is just as confusing as ever. Parabolas? What the heck is the point anyways? Mine look like zig zags.Anyways I was pretty much just waiting all week for today,...

First of all, I really wanna go outside and blow bubbles right now. Sure it's like, 40 degrees outside and dark but hey.. bubbles!Other than that, I'm about to go on a big of a small rant of my small-town-girl excitement about my average life. Haha, my life is average. Great site!Anyway, I can't wait for tomorrow, cause I finally get to see my boyfriend after, get this, two WHOLE WEEKS. Ugh, I...

So, one of my friends and I are having a conversation about how she wants to be home schooled. I basically said that if I was home schooled, I'm pretty sure my depression would come back, because I wouldn't be able to see my friends almost every day. If I don't get out of the house, I don't smile, I don't laugh, I don't want to communicate with anyone, and I don't want to do anything I like doing,...

You know what's really annoying? People taking pictures of you when you're not paying attention, right? You know what's extra annoying? When those pictures are put on Facebook. I bet it's happened to some of you.Yeah, so, there's like 10 REALLY bad pictures of me on Facebook right now, and I untagged myself in all of them, but there still there of course, which sucks. One I seriously look like a...

Well, since I accidentally deleted my journal about my day, I'll just make a journal about this.I have a very bubbly personality most of the time. I love smiling and making people laugh. I love randomly hugging people. But not strangers. Usually. And, I love to just go out and hang out with my friends and have fun.I do not, however, like being tickled.Anyways, there are so many journals that are...

Yeah, so I do ride the short bus now. New news to me. Slightly embarrassing, but it's really not that bad. It's pretty much just because the bus I was riding on was getting too full, so the short bus started picking me up.Every day since Kindergarten I have walked down the hill from the house I live at to the road where the bus picks me up. It's not too long of a walk, really. Then I wait at the...

Well, I started school today, and it was pretty boring. And we got a homework assignment already in chem. Blah. But hey, it was pretty easy. It just took a long time cause I got into watching Cake Boss and Ace of Cakes.Then I craved chocolate badly.Well anyway, the real point for this journal.I can't seem to relax. Ever. I haven't been able to relax since.. a longg time, it seems. I can't make...

Primus (the band) makes me giggle.Er *cough* I'm hyper cause I ate Dots.We own a new yorkie now! We adopted her from the humane society. She's three years old. Our other yorkie Jali is scared of her cause she's a bit smaller I guess.. it's kinda funny. But they'll get used to each other. I'll add a pic of her sometime.. Maybe when her hair grows out. My mom had to cut all of her mats out, so her...

The title is completely random. I just think horses look silly when they yawn. It makes me giggle.I love strawberry icecream. It's been my favorite ever since I got sick at school.. well, the story is I got to school, I threw up in the girl's bathroom, and I stayed anyway. Which was a bad idea because I ended up throwing up right in front of the student teacher in Bio class.. I would advice you...

Well, I said I'd dedicate a journal to my dog, so here's a picture..She's a yorkshire terrier. Her name's Jalepeno Pepper, or Jali for short (Which, of course, is said like Hallie). She's the sweetest dog I have ever met. She's basically like any other dog, and she's fun-sized. She's 7 years old, believe it or not, and she's 3 lbs, so you can literally pick her up with one hand. She thinks she's a...

Yay! This is my first journal *crazy dance*.I finally found out how to make a layout, and I love the one I made. It's kind of sad, but hey, it's the kind of stuff I like.So tomorrow's my dad's birthday. Ironically, the new Harry Potter movie comes out tomorrow as well. Why is that ironic? He hates Harry Potter. Don't ask why, I don't know. I personally love it.On Thursday I'm going to to the...