December 20th, 2010 at 07:49pm
Yeah I am.
I wonder why though... Have i told you how this all started? About the entire story of "how Oona's little heart shattered"?
You are so lucky that you haven't experienced this yet. This makes everything horrible. I didn't go to school, I got sick, my grades went down... :/ i hope you never have to go through this crap
2 I tell my friend about him. She told me to get with him. I was too shy so it was just a small "thing" between the boy and I.
3 My friend got transferred to my school. She's really out going and I am shy.
4 she thought the boy I had this thing with was cute so she started to like him too
5 Of course she got the boy because she used flirty words and things.
6 then.. School dance. They boy had promised to take ME but then SHE somehow ended up with MY almost boyfriend 5 minutes before the dance and I had to dance the boner boy... ( I had danced with him in PE and he had a boner and he asked if I liked it).
7. After the dance I cried 4 days non stop... When I finally got myself back together she tells me she's gonna ask him out when I was at a Sleepover at her house.
8. Her stepmum saw I was mentally shattered and she told my friend to keep her hands of the boy
But yeah. The boy doesn't talk to me anymore. He doesn't even look at me.
And... I think I love(d) him. The summer we had together was like a dream and now it feels like one too.