Okay. So, as evident in my about me, I had a Soubi, but something really terrible went down between us, and now I just really,REALLY, want to forget about him. The problem is...I don't know how. No matter how hard I try, I just can't. My brain is saying 'forget him' but my heart is saying 'love him'. All I want is him out of my life for now. I don't want to think about the past, I want to think...