Sometimes I think that being like everyone else would be normal, that acting like everyone else would make it easier. I find myself some nights wishing I was just like everyone else, that I didn’t behave like I do. Ive been angry at myself for not being normal.But when I really think I realize that life isn’t supposed to be easy, people aren’t supposed to be the same, because if we were all...

I had an hour and a half shower. Why you ask, because taking a shower makes me forget everything and sorta start over. Im a clean slate now. :"DNow I just hav to wait until I fuck up again, cuz lets face it, I will.For everyone who read my last journal entrie im sorry, I was just pissed and tired of all the BS.I just hope my dad doesnt ask why i took an hour and a half shower, all in hot water....

People use the term "emo" too loosely, I think that the term "emo" is just societys way of singling cetain people out for being diffrent. When people call me "Emo" i try and brush it off. But ive had enough, Ill show them "emo".Ill show them what their words can do, Ill show them that you cant just get away with belittliing a kid, Ill make them regret it. And the funny thing is I could slit my...