This sucks ever feel like you want something or someone. However you can't have them because of something so simple. Yet your mind complicates it? That is exactly how I feel and I feel horrible. I want that person but, I can't have them no. If they where ever ti find out. They would pity me and that would truly I don't know I guess in a way kill me. I have gone through a lot. So much when i try to...