Sometimes, life seems endless, pointless, and impossible to endure. Today is one of those days. I've gotten nothing to think about, because all my thoughts are of things that hurt, and I'd rather numb my mind than think and throb. Nothings real. Nothing feels existant. I feel like I'm fading in and out of living, in and out of friendships, in and out of everything. I don't exist. I'm a ghost,...