I have an anxiety disorder.It's called Generalized Anxiety Disorder or G.A.D. for short. I worry almost constantly.I wake up worrying and I fall asleep worrying.I am on medication though.It helps with the attacks,but when it comes to the constant worry it only helps sometimes. It's a very common disorder,I've been told.Anxiety runs on both my mother,and my father's side of the family.I wrote this...

Brandon,I love you with all of my heart.I couldn't love you anymore.You're my life,my soul,my dreams,my hopes,my everything.I know that we fight sometimes and I yell,but Idon't mean to hurt you and I'm sorry If i do.On April 5th it's our anniversary.That wil be the happiest day ever.I cry everytime you're upset,worry about you even in my sleep,and you're on my mind 24/7.Honey,You're the best...

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heartWithout saying a word you can light up the darkTry as I may I could never explainWhat I hear when you don't say a thingThe smile on your face lets me know that you need meThere's a truth in your eyes sayin'you'll never leave meThe touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fallYou say it best when you say nothing at allAll day long I can hear...