Its Different....when you see things, and NO ONE believes you. they call you crazy, they run away from you, they betray you.....people on here arent my friends unless they prove other wise....so i'm going to throw this out there....if you read this, knowing i hear voices in my head for real were i might actually need meds for , or the facty i see things that most dont....would you still talk to...

I try Try TRY some more....this isnt working.They expect to much from me. i guess?i dunno anymore thats why....Damn Effort...thats almost where i'm at....:\hmmmm....i guess sense this is a "journal" i'm gonna have others look at it.weird...its like....i dunno :Phmmm.....i keep thinking about someone....how do you get someone out of your head long enough to breath?Damn Effort.......10:44 pm on...