ok so i am now on my new computer.Blank. Empty. Useless.My other computer crashed. Worst of all... every single bit of my writing is gone.Everything i've ever written since 6th grade is now gone.Even my stories. I dont know where to ven pick them up at. I'm so lost.I think i'll start over with a new story. Everything will be saved better from now on.My new story will be up shorty. Im sorry for...

i know i've had a bad streak of unfinished stories and a writer's block for a disturbing amount of time and i've finally figured out why.Each and everyone of my stories attributes to one part of my life and usually they're just brief periods. Emotions that i will never feel again exactly the same... Since i've diagnosed my disorder i've now come up with a cure. The prescription: a story about m...

almost exactly 3 months ago...really? So long?i should be over it now but i'm not. I guess i should explainover 5 months ago i met someone. Someone i loved with everything i had left in me. Every little piece of my heart ached in appreciation for him saving me. I had my heart broken before but a broken mirror still shows reflection sight? Meaning, you can still love someone with the pieces of your...

"Now that i'm ready to accept forever and cherish it.... "i wrote that not even two weeks agoand now i'm just sitting here to numb to cryit's over.... actually over.it's strange to think that Steven and I broke upit blind-sided me to say the least and i'm so confusedi THOUGHT he loved me... but nohe doesn't love me now and i doubt he ever didhe didn't know what love washell i've been to...

ok so 8 months agoi was friends with a d-bagi realy liked him and he knew itthen he went out with my cousinsomehow we got into a very trivial fight&& we really didn't talk afterwardswell..... 2 days ago he added me on facebookthe exact day he broke up with my cousinwell he added me on facebookand then deleted mewell that pissed me offso i sent him a message"ok so you randomly add me after...

Young. Immature. Needy. yeah bad combination.welcome to my freshman year of high schoolwell i'm now a sophomore and i haven't cleared up on bit of my problemsBasically i fell for a guy [Frankie], hard & fast.He met my cousin. He didn't like me but he loved her...they started datingi was crushed and as a last ditch effort at our friendship i said i loved him...[bad move, i know]before the whole...

i've posted a journal similar to thisbut one month agoonce again i say "holy crap, another month?!"part of that scares me. My life has been going as fast as a roller coaster and its been behaving like one as well. Up and down, round an round. I mean come one, i know i love roller coasters but after two months don't you think someone would get tired of it.... haha nope! If any of you are like me,...

Well, tomorrow it will have been month. A month? Already? It feels like the first day still. You know, the giddy feeling you get when you first start goin out with somone? Imagine that for an entire month! Great, huh? Yeah, more than most people know.I guess for once, nothing has gone wrong. Nothing has made me cry, and nothing has disheartened me from this unbelievable relationship. I'm head over...

ok so im on my high schools newspaperand i couldnt think of what to write,so i decided "hey why not write about mibba!!"problem: i've been absent on every due datebut i also need some helpwould anyone be willing to give me a quote about mibba to put in the paper?i need you first name and age but nothing else. If you would like to be anonymous that is fine too. I just need a quote stating how you...

Do you want to ruin it?Have you noticed this smileI just can’t seem to hideHave you noticed those nightsThe ones where I never criedDid you seem to seeHow everyday I love my lifeWhat about when I look at him?How I never want to die…Do you want to ruin what I have?Aren’t you suppose to love me, too?Do you really want me to go back,To the pain I couldn’t undo?Can’t you see I’m so happyIn...

yeah Steven is the reason i have an unbreakable smile. Just two days ago i was on the phone with him and i asked "If you could go out with any girl in the entire world... who would it be?" and he replied "You"if i never knew how it felt to have your heart skip a beat, i do now.After i said "Would you really go out with me?" and he said "Of course! Would you go out with me?" and i said...

why does religion pit us against eachother? isnt it supposed to be a positive thing?im slowly losing my best friend because she doesnt think me and another friend are christian enough?what is so right about certain religions??what makes christianity right over hiduism or muslimand if u have and answer to those question i ask you this "can u prove it?"im sick of itto me religion is no better than...

so today i was looking forward to historyI sit next to Joeyi really like him tooso today he was looking at the people in our groupand said what animal we looked likewhen he got to me he just looked at me and said... "you would be ... a whale."right after he said that he opened his mouth and said "oh my god i didn't mean it like that"then one of the guys started saying stuff like "free willy" and...

Zachary Williams??? ok if you dodid he really commit suicide?!i dont know if his brother was playing ajoke or if its real or what....Im so lost and im freaking outi barely know him buts its still scaryy : (if you know anything please tell me

i at home. sick.for once i wanna be at schooli wanna see my friendsand i wanna go to drum line practicei hate schoolbut i hate missing school moreit suxxxi know im weird for saying butI WANTTO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!.... besides theres two guys im really wantin to see right baout now ; ]

well im at schoolmust say its extremely boringbut hey!! Mibba isn't blocked.... for once a website i like isnt blockedso im in newspaper right now and im writing an article on Bring Me The HorizonYAY!!! XDok im going to goplease comment so i can be entertained for a little while: ] thank you