It really is beginning to seem like every guy I fall for is either going to be married, all ready married, or gay. Why can't I fall for a guy who is...1.) Older (I am into older guys)2.) Single3.) Great Personality4.) Treats Me Right5.) Treats Other People Right6.) Loves Me for Being Me7.) Don't Use My Past Against Me8.) Very Good LookingOkay so those are just some qualities that I want, other...

If only what we see in the movies about love is real. Like if you love someone hard enough that you will end up with him in the end. The sad part is life isn't a movie and no matter how much I love him I know I can never have him. Even though he makes me feel like no one else can. When he looks at me he sees me. I can't put into words how much he means to me. Just looking at him makes me start to...

Most of the journal entries I have wrote are about my issues with cutting. I would just like to say that I have been cut free for 6 months and that if you or someone you know are struggling with this that it really isn't worth it. I look at all my scars and think to myself why? It didn't help me. If my mom hadn't of found out and brought it up with my doctor I don't think I would have ever...

I am turning over a new leaf in my life. I am stopping cutting and am trying to make everyday a great day. People say that a person never changes but I am determined to make this change I am letting go of the past and looking forward to the future as always but I am trying to make a tiny change everyday. Almost like a 30 day challenge but I will keep this challenge going on the rest of my life. I...

When I am with you the world exists. I see the you in your eyes and the passion in your kisses. I taste hope on your tongue. When take and wrap I feel protected. The way your body molds to mine feels just right. You are the only one who makes me feel this way. Andrew I love everything about. I know what I said about not believing in love but you have really opened my eyes. In your arms I feel like...

People say to have faith that everything will work out in time. What if they are wrong? How can you go on just hoping and praying for something to happen when it feels like you're waiting forever? I do I have faith but you can always rely on faith alone. I feel that a person wouldn't have the power they need to just go on faith alone all the time. I am not trying to be hurtful to others who live...

The feeling that you know he loves you but I am not sure I love him. We have been having fun for so long but is it enough. I gave into the hot feelings we had and when they pasted nothing felt good not only because I was hurting a little but it didn't seem real although the sex was amazing. Sure it was fun but I didn't feel a spark afterwards so maybe this relastionship shouldn't go on. Could we...

Sense the beginning of the world there had always been a double-standered when it comes to men and women. There will most likely always be one between the two sexes.Here are reason why I think guys have it way easier the us girls.REASONS1. When it comes to having sex the more girls a guys sleeps with the cooler he is. If it is us girls that are increasing the number of sex partners with get marked...