i don't understand i try and i try but i still keep on really disliking the music
and i keep on obsessing over them
also for some reason i am insanely jealous of my sister because she's seeing them tomorrow and wow that's not fair because she is such a carrot fan i swear to god
also the ziam the ziam dONT FUCKING GET ME STARTED
OH YES IT'S ALREADY HAPPENING I'M NECK DEEP IN THIS SHIT AND I REALLY, REALLY DON'T LIKE ONE DIRECTION'S MUSIC? AT ALL? I DON'T GET IT BUT MY LIFE IS SLOWLY BEING ABSORBED BY IT HELP
idk it's not like I've been actually doing anything in the last two months either i've just been sitting on tumblr letting the larry fandom engulf me little by little (you will not believe the fanfiction that is out there okay i mean i will never understand why these people are writing one direction fanfiction when they could be out there getting published)
okay I am going to blame time zones for the fact that I haven't talked to you for ages and ages because wHEN I SEE COMMENTS EIGHT HOURS LATE I'M TOO LAZY TO ANSWER I'M SO SORRY I'M A BAD PERSON