Crawling in my skin

Hello journal.I'm really confused.. I really don't have anyone to talk to about this, but I can't just keep it to myself.This is so hard.I need to talk to him, otherwise I'll just go crazy drowning in these thoughts. As bad as it sounds, I need to know if he's suffering anywhere near as ch as I am. It's only a temporary feeling. It's not even a satisfying thing-it just makes this whole situation...
December 17th, 2011 at 01:41am

It's over.

After nearly three years, he ended it. I gave him everything, and he said he didn't feel love from me anymore.First off, Journal, that's complete crap. I loved him unconditionally, and was willing to help him through so much bull I couldn't even believe it. I shared with him all of my thoughts and secrets. I told him every day that I loved him, and he'd always have my heart.So now, I've come to...
November 22nd, 2011 at 03:22pm

Apparently, I'm Less Important

Apparently I'm less important than video games.Don't get me wrong.I wouldn't have given a crap if he would've just told me he'd talk to me later because he was in the middle of some super intense game or whatever.But when he just ignores me for upwards of an hour, that tends to piss me off.And how do I even know that's what he was doing? Call me paranoid, but what if he's cheating on me?God, I'm...
July 7th, 2011 at 04:28am

The End. (death)

Mybest friend is the world's other half's mom tried to commit suicide recently.What the hell do I do?We're both so confused and pained...So, naturally, we avoid the topic like the plague.I know it can't be working for him, because it's in the back of my mind all the time...How do we talk about this? What am I supposed to say?And, more importantly, why? That seems to be the biggest thing.I don't...
June 29th, 2011 at 04:59am

Which would you prefer?

Is it better to catch someone in a lie, or to ask them, and risk being deceived?How do you know if someone is lying?The damn site rules say my post has to be at least 100 words long, but that was all I really needed to say. So I guess, aside from that, I'll leave whomever reads this with a prompt:When was the last time someone lied to you, and how did you react when you found out?Was it something...
June 22nd, 2011 at 01:20am

With the Birds I Share This Lonely View

First off, I'm actually using this as a "Journal" journal. Is that okay?I don't really expect anyone to read or comment, but if you do, thanks in advance.Now that the pleasantries are over, I've got some shit to get off my chest, Journal.I've been with someone for over two years, and I really do think I love them. But how do you know? He's the only guy I've ever really been with, not that I mind...
June 20th, 2011 at 01:21am