I find myself gazing, at the sun.I can't even tell that I'm looking at it.No, not even burning can get you off my mind.I seriously Don't know where this is coming from. Is it sad that, all I want to do is hold your hand? Everything seems better that way, I did what you wanted me too. I took away his life, Your own brother. I guess, it really is a lie. Blood will NEVER be thicker than water. Ha.....

I don't know how this though came to me, but it did. I thought of becoming a mortician, You know that person who not only touches dead bodies but make it appear as if they were sleeping. I realize all what it means though, yeah I'd have to drain their blood and fill it with another substance. But i don't care, xD I'm such a weirdo,Is it okay for me to be interested in such different things?...

~You do exist, more than you know.~Yeah, it will hurt; but benefits are close-,~Don't give in to man made fables.~Lies are meant to deceive.~Not to cleanse.~Lets purify this world;No more pain.This is an entry from my real journal, I was in school when i wrote this. I don't know where it came from. but here it is, I wonder where my mind is sometimes. More random stuff might be uploaded too. ^^ ,...