I sit here at my computer as I do everyday. Day in and day out I sit here and wonder why? Why am I not out in the world where I once loved? Why am I letting myself defeat myself? No answers ever come to me and it angers me so. I lose myself in the storys I write and storys of those around me. I'm starting to wonder if i still have a sense of reality or if i have lost that along with everything...

knock knockwho's there9/119/11 who?i thought you said you'd never forgetThat is the first thing that I fully comprehended on christmas day. Silly I know but I laughed and I don't feel like a terrible person for it. Maybe it is just my crazy sense of humor or maybe it is because I have stopped taking things to seriously. Sorry if anybody was offended that wasn't the purpose. The only purpose was to...