Okay, this is my first journal and it's going to be kind of personal, so bear with me. I need to vent, or I'm going to implode. I don't know what's going on in my own home. Everyone there is against me. I have no freedom. I am living in a jail. My own words make no sense to me. I am an outsider who doesn't belong. The music I listen to only brings me one step closer to destruction. I don't know...