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I AM YOUR BOYFRIEND.

Maarten zegt fuck weed smoke bitches.

sorry for that double comment...

I like kittens :)

I like kittens :)

Jaimpie

thanks
so, what's your favorite animal?

I'm great, thanks. I'm a little tired, but that's mainly to do with the sunshine.

Jaimy... It's Entertainment ;)

Will you stop? I get it Jaimy. I really do. I fucking suck. I take him for granted, and I bitch, and moan, and I’m a hypocrite. I get it. Thanks.

Also, my friend bitched at him. ‘I’ did not. And I cannot control what Rachel says and does. She is her own person. So do not even bring that up. Because that was not my fault. And I’m like 89 percent sure she apologized yesterday. So… there.

Thank you for telling me that he cares, but honestly, I have trust issues. I’m sorry, I cannot change that. I don’t believe half the shit people say to me anymore. I try. I really do, but I can’t change overnight. I’m not proud of the way I treat Calvin, but I can honestly say that I do really fucking care about him. He means a lot to me. So. I don’t know.

Tegan doesn't want me to die hahaha :p

Oh right, right ^^. Well you can go where the sun is always shining, like Egypt. Or spray tans. They work..I think

Well, ok.
thanks

You’re not wrong. It’s more than a tad bit hypocritical, it’s beyond hypocritical. I say I want him to be there for me, but I push him out like it’s nothing. I can’t express myself , and neither can he. But i still get mad even though I do the exact same thing. I know these things. Yes, I feel liking him is going to be a mistake, I’m scared of him. I’m scared of how he makes me feel. But I can’t change how I feel, or walk away. And honestly, I don’t get mad at him, I get mad at myself, and he takes it as though im mad at him. Which is also my fault.

I know Calvin likes me, I did not know he also likes you. I don’t know how you feel about him, but if you like him as well, im sorry. Because it must be hard having him be nicer to me or whatever. So I’m sorry. I don’t try to drive him crazy, I honestly don’t. I don’t mean to say some of the shit I say. Most of the things I say are complete shit, and I shouldn’t be taken serious more than half of the time. It’s not fair towards him. It’s not.

I know that I have to put in work for a relationship, you do not have to tell me. I know. Sorry that my ‘bullshit’ drives him crazy and frustrates you, Maarten, and probably Iris.

Why cant you? Are you one of those few people who just get sunburn o.o ? lol I just get browner the longer i'm out. But thats semi-natural in arizona

HOMO.
"Are you the gf fon calvin" hahaha, die blijft zo goed :(

M'n knie bloedt weer :( kuserop?
I NEED KISSES BABY.

Eh still recovering from basically bakin out in the sun. I think my farmer's tan got a shade darker lol.

Eww shitty. I graduate this saturday. No more homework for me.

Hard question. I mean, have you ever done something even though you know how it's going to end? Like say, sneaking out? You know you're going to get caught and get in trouble, but you still do it anyway.. just to do it. That's how liking someone is for me?

Also a hard question. i don't know, i can't 'easily' get over someone. I don't like many people, so when i actually start to.. idk man.. it get's hard to just say 'fuck it'.

Sorry, i probably confused the absolute shit out of you. It's hard to express my self, and being on all this medication makes it even worse. dunno

I'm alright, tired.
Yeah, my doctor's a dumb fuck.
No, not at the moment. I'm on a shit ton of meds.
How are you?

Okay. well hi