yup just as the title says...it sucks. it seems thats all i do lately is have emotional pain. sometimes it gets too much and it shows on my face, how much im hurting. I cant deal with this. I just cant. And i cant talk to anyone about it cause no one would understand. im not even sure i understand it completely..i want it to go away and it just gets worse...can it be something mentally wrong..im...

Well, its been a while since i have been here..sorry bout that...anyway here goes.Do you ever feel forgotten?? Gosh, I do. It freakin sucks. Today at school the person i care about the most didn't talk to me at all. :(Well i didn't try to talk to them either, but if they liked me at least a little bit...wouldn't they talk to me???It hurts to think about this...thank goodness for writing cause it...

hey guys, yup today was........interesting lol. We had music fest today. if you don't know what that is well its like a band festival, and if you don't know what that is well.......i gotta say your pretty dumb, but im sure thats not the case. Anyway, it was so much fun. it was kinda boring. but it has its moments. oh gosh.......if you guys remember from my first journal entry i mentioned a certain...

TODAY WAS AWESOME!!! loli went to the mall today with one of my great friends!! actually he is more of my best friend lol, It was so much fun! XDanyway, i bought like three books today. i love them all and cant wait to read them."Wicked""The Dead Zone""zobmondo"three awesome books!!oh wow today all i could think was i cant wait till i get to write in this journal again!!anyway im so glad i went...

UgH!!! don't you just hate it when you feel something you know you shouldn't feel!!I am always feeling that way nowadays!I know the reason why i am feeling this way, but if i take it away........ my life will be empty.I spend all day thinking about this person!! Its not fair! i cant take it. I left this past weekend to visit my dad, and while i was there all i thought about was the person! I think...