Life is as complicated as you want it to be. It can screw you over like a bad boyfriend or love you like a mother. It infuriates you, surprises you, hates you, and loves you; and all of these emotions can happen at the same time. Are we ever really happy with life? No, because it's nature to want what you can't have.Love hurts just like life, but it is also just as beautiful as life, and can...

i drive myself crazy over a girl i love who loves me back, but wants to screw other guys.i want to drink, smoke, pop pills, and hurt myself; as 13 year old emo kid that sounds.i sound like an idiot. i dont even know why i'm writing, but its somewhat therpeautic.jenn,i hate the way you make me love you. i hate that i know i need you, no matter what. i hate that i have no control of my heart because...

i want the pills really bad. i miss jenn and im pretty sure most times when i see her she's high. i dont know what to think. i love her and dont want to think she's always high but she tells me she does morphine pills and blue cheese weed. rad name.i normally stick to some ibuprofen and allergy pills to help me sleep when i cant. or almost every night, to be honest. when people do pills, is it...

I'm starting a new thing for Journals, because I don't have a place to let anything out where no one would judge me except here.Jenn. My love, my girlfriend of a month. Not a lot of time, but frankly i don't care; as humans we don't have a lot of time, so live while you can, is my motto. She's my other half. We gel perfectly together. She's my sugar to my cookie, my Mickey to my Mouse, and that...