When I'm lost without you,I find out for more.I tried to forget you,But without you,I feel nothing...I'm numb to you,Numb, deaf, blind and dead...You gave me all,But the reason why!I tried to find you,But found nothing!Not you, not love!Just nothing...Don't leave me here...By myself...I can't breathe...I took their smiles and made them mine.I sold my soul, just to hide the lights...They can't take...

I'm sure that nobody reads these, but I'm perfectly okay with that.After many years of trying to find an answer, I've finally stumbled across one.To cope with my depression, anxiety, and OCD, I've turned my ways to music.Lost within a world,I found myself day-dreaming about so many things other than my own suicide."Maybe if I actually do something good with myself, I won't be like this?" I asked...