So yesterday me and Anthony celebrated our 3 month together, and it was almost too perfect.I woke up to him pushing me to wake up, and I haven't felt so good, I had a soar throat and a belly ache.I woke up turned our alarm clock off, gave him a kiss, said happy 3 months lovely.Went to my grandma and told her I didnt feel so good. She let me have the day off, and I went back to Anthony and we...

I feel so terrible for anyone who even knows me, I'm a disgrace to my family, friends, and my loved ones. Especially my boyfriend and family, I know I have a good life and life is worth living but sometimes I just want to get into my car and just crash it straight into a tree and die, or even something else.This world litterally has no use for me, I'm useless and definatly not here on this Earth...