11/13/13Im really curious about how some guys can attract girls and what makes them seem attractive. Im also curious about more than just attraction, like maybe a type of connection some people have with each other. Im a bit jealous of that, since its something I don't really understand and have never experienced. I want to experience it out of maybe desperation from lonesomeness and being tired...

10/24/13Today is just another day where I wish I had a girlfriend to call my own. Someone I could hold hands with. Someone I could make stories of the future with. Someone I could talk sweetly to without feeling embarrassed or that I would weird them out. Someone I could hug and hold in my arms forever without ever wanting to let go. I wish I had someone that I could write notes to during class...