I'm about ready to give up on life. I fell in love with a girl named Logan wayy back in 6th grade before I knew what a relationship was. I still have strong feelings for her, but that don't matter anymore. I don't think she wants me that way, and she is going back out with Mike M. She has a wonderful family that accepts me as one of them. Which I love because I need a family like theirs that I can...

Dear,My Angel AishaI found out the why I love you so much I found out what made you different. It wasn’t easy. But some how it wasn’t to hard either. You are my Puerto Rican angel. You care about me like no other does. You taught me true love. No one else can teach me that because I know what that is. I’ve learned it’s when someone can’t deal well or at all when they lose that someone...

I can't believe she is making me take this on. God Jessica. Its not fair for me. She wants to take away her life because of a stupid boy. She thinks its ok for me to deal with this now. Right before Soccer. Right before I leave on Friday to go to see my baby boys in Virginia. How is that fucking fair. My life has been going down farther and farther each day. Yesterday it finally hit a bump and...

I lay on my couch holding my stuffed animal tightwish it was you I was holdingI'm tired I wish I could sleepbut thoughts of you rush through my headI don't want to sleep because I have learnedthat you, my lovemake my reality better then my dreamsI lay there my blankets hugging my tight my mind racing my heart beating probably the same as yours.My last thing that runs through my head before I...

Fine just rip me up like I was never alive. All you do is wanna talk about him. I thank god I can hide my emotions from you. I wish you loved me as much as I love you. I wish you could get it in you motherfucking head. I'm so in love with you and it tears at me everyday every time you talk about him. You tell me that some day I might have my chance. but deep down I know it's all just a lie to shut...

This is my first Journal entry. Every one I will do will have the date as the title. I will put them up when I feel like it.Today was a weird day. I had school most of it normal we had to go to the rehabilitation center for a field trip today it was boring!!But after school i went to my friends house. all was going well till we were about to leave. I had to run back up the stairs when i twisted my...