so there's this boy...and typically, i really like him and he's been on my mind for the six years. i say i don't love him but then i can't breathe. which really sucks since i have asthma. so, in order for me to breathe again, i have to say i love him...to myself, that is.i met him in fifth grade (he was a new student) and everyone picked on him except for me. he was really smart and had no...