I really, honestly wish I could stop feeling this way. It's incredibly annoying. It doesn't matter if I'm in a room with thousands of people, I still feel so alone. It's like there's this cloud of dread lingering over my head. It sounds melodramatic, but it gets so hard to breathe. I look around the world and see people and couples and I just want to cry. Loneliness is stupid- it's obviously all...

I'm so so so happy right now. First off, I got to go school shopping. I really thought that I was going to have to duck tape up my binders for the second year in a row. But no. I got new binders and a new backpack. Geez I'm happy. I also got this really awesome graphing calculator that makes me want to run and do math... RIGHT NOW. -dances- So it's a real relief that my Nana took me shopping. She...