I EFFIN HATE IT I CANT TRUST NO DAMN BODY.LIKE I ASKED ONE OF MY FRIENDS FOR SOME MONEY CAUSE THEY SAID IF I EVER NEEDED ANYTHING YEA FUCK RIGHT. SHE MADE UP EVER FUCKING BOOK TO NOT LET ME HAVE IT BUT I HAD HER SISTER GO ASKED HER FOR MONEY SHE GAVE HER FUCKIN 40 BUCKS.LIKE I HAVE NO FRIENDS I CAN TRUST EXCEPT FOR 2 ..I HAVE MORE ONLINE FRIENDS LIKE PEOPLE ON BMIB . I LOVE THOSE PEOPLE. I JUTS...

i hate people that put labels and sterotype people. just because i wear all black and shit. people call me goth and emo. I THINK THAT BULLSHIT. i am who i am. im amanda. i wear black cause i love the color. i don't think people has any right to sterotype me. i don't sterotype anyone. and i don't judge people neither. I take people for who they are not what there wearing or what they listen to....

i want you all to know i understand how you feel. and also that i want to say if you feel like you cant talk to anyone email me, message me here. idk how late it is??? cause beleive me i understand if ur suicdeal, cutting, depressed idc...i understand it all. it hard there was a time i felt like i couldnt talk to anyone. but i did and they helped me alot. soo please dont hesistate to email, or...

Ok last year. my best friend kim commited suicde . she slit her wrist i miss her everday so much it hurts. ok need some help here. how do you like not think about that. cause i found her. sometime i just lay awake at night. and just think of her alot. she was always there for me. why couldnt she talk to me? she couldnt she let me in. it just it get sooo ANGRY at her sometime for not telling...

Ok when i was in 4th grade i started getting teased didnt stop till 9th grade. ..ok want to know do some of you all ever just think about when you were teased do you all think about it even though im 20 and it happened so long ago...i just sometime think of it and sometime i feel ashamed i let people get to me. and do that to me.i mean i was so young why would kids do that to someone who never...