"Where Do You Want To be In Life?" "Six Feet Under."Not Much has changed since i last updated my journal but i didnt expect that i dont expect change and today im not here to talk about how depressing my life is im here to talk about why i dont want to die but i do soo much.i dont want to die simply because there are so many people out there who have it worse than me so commiting suicide would...

Dear JournalSomeone asked me today where I want to be in life and It took all my strength not to say six feet under I do stupid stuff because I like the thrill I like not having to be the happy go lucky fucking lie that I've been for the past 16 years of my life i hate having to lie but its the only way i can be who i want to be i want to be strong but that's so fucking hard lately i don't wanna...