hey anyone who is reading this sorry that i havent been on in a while i have been busy with school and life but ya. im just writing this because im look at what i have up and frankly its very sad which is lame. back then i didnt have the friends that i had now. i mean i had them i just didnt know how much they actually cared.i felt neglected but truly no one knew i felt that way so it was mostly...

hi everyone srry if this is me being whatev idk im just fealling this so im posting this and yaaaaa soooo. idk i just kinda feal alone right now. i have some friends that i talk to but it just seems that im just there bc noone else is there u know? im just the replacement when nothing better is avalible. and im good with that for most things but i feal like that for everyone i i know. usually...

right now i just did something that probobly is going to change my life. i just told one of my best friends that we are no longer friends. we were supost to be friends forever. we used to talk about everything together and we and always talked to eachother. then something changed. i dont know exatly when but a bit after school started she just started to change. we just started drifting. i txted...

befoure you read this just know that no im not just one type of person. im not the, "I hate the world i hate life, why me why me" type of person. i may be partly that but thats just one part. I hate when people try to lable me without getting to know me. Like really know me. I actually feal bad for the people that fit neatly into one catagory, bc then that means that everyone knows everything bout...

all my life people have told me that i was spectial, that i was smart. now that im in school and im trying on a test and still getting a D i just feal like i was lied to. im not made at my parents or anything i just feal like i have let them down. my parents and everyone who believed in me. no i was not the genious baby, building revolutionary things at 5, just all my moms friends r always like...