x My parents hate mex Someone somewhere is happyx You'll never be mex I assumed it was normalx I'm guiltyx My cell phone is smaller than yoursx i disgust myselfx I hate him....I love herx Pick love or fearx People forget historyx I miss her...x I used to believex I have shallow unrealistic dreamsx I don't think I watch TVx I love youx I'll change your lifex I hate Myself...I hate youx Does anybody...

When I wake up in the middle of the night and hear those voices laughing at me, I cry and scream. I hug the lonliness and my wrists start to bleed. I wish I could escape this- I wish I could escape myself. But, I don't want to. I love the pain, the emptiness, the lonliness. I guess in a way it make me...me. The problem is, I don't know who or what I am. I think I am dead. I think I am a monstor. I...