This is my fault.I had you. I didn't hold on.I was afraid.I've never been in any type of relationship.I wouldn't know what to do.That night, was it just a hook up for you?It wasn't for me.You mean alot to me.You haven't left my mind since that night,almost 4 months ago.For a month straight, you haunted my dreams.I saw us.Together.Happy.We could be so much.But you haven't made any effort...