Ok...for now im just writing journals because they are quite easy to write and they could somehow synthesize my days. I believe they are empty, but even in their emptiness, to write here gives you the illusion (or delusion?) of doing something. Well as i told ya before i m gonna leave a lyric each time i write a journal...this time is an IQ song from "the wake"...i believe its a great song...there...

Well, since there is not much to say, im gonna write about a lyric each day...it may be somehow related to how i feel but not necessarily...if you never heard this song i HIGHLY recommend it....though its quite depressive it goes much deeper than that...and it is outstanding musically, so...(i love the paragraph where the doctor asks "can you show me where it hurts?"...sometimes even medicine...