I tend to deal with my emotions better when I write it all out. So I figured I would give this journal a shot.I don't even know where to begin. I guess . . . the start?Aaron and I dated from March of 2002 till April of 2007. Every relationship had up's and down's, but it seemed like there were mores downs then there should be. He asked me to marry him February of 2007 and I said yes, only because...