Written the Day After I Realized I'm Bi
(I hadn't told anyone about my new acception, so no mention of me having actual feelings for Joe in this.)ORIGINALLY POSTED TO A PRIVATE BLOG ON MARCH 15th, 2008I'm starting this on March 12, 2008, and finishing it the date it says it is posted at my blog.Yesterday was the best day I have had all school year, but some kind of curse prevented me on making it a good night.So, what happened...
March 5th, 2009 at 02:01am
"Something fell on me." /// "I bet it was something great."
(Originally posted to MySpace on February 14th)Last night, Dollhouse premiered on FOX. Anyone who has ever been my friend (or seen my bedroom) knows I am obsessed with Joss Whedon (creator of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel, Firefly/Serenity, and Doctor Horrible's Sing-Along Blog) projects, projects of those connected to the Whedonverse, etc. This show was Joss's return to television (along with...
March 4th, 2009 at 02:50am
3.02.09 - It's Like He's TRYING to Kill Me!
Okay, today was a WTF day. And a pissy one, a depressing one, and I was ready to cut myself like an apple.So, Joe didn't call me Saturday OR Sunday. We kind of have this thing where I want him to call me everyday unless something's happening like on Saturdays when he has band really late, but no call Sunday either. I spent 2 hours trying to go to sleep with no such luck, then just ate a lot to...
March 4th, 2009 at 02:09am
2.21.09 - "I Think This Is What Pain Feels Like!"
(title of blog is from Doctor Horrible)I don't know what I'm thinking or doing or how I'm even functioning any more. When I'm not distracting myself with homework or books or internet, I'm depressed beyond what my pills should allow. My anxiety is still as hyper as ever, I think. I tried putting on a great front for Joe that I'm perfectly fine, but him asking me "How hard has it been?" or...
March 4th, 2009 at 02:08am