Suicide thought

Everynight I cried to sleep
Knowing you were in my mind
Thinking I couldn’t breathe
Thinking you were perfect, but how would I know

Everyone said yes
Everyone said no
I asked God for some mercy on my soul
But the depression caught me

It was 3 years ago, we were under a tree in the rain, then you left, I couldn’t say goodbye,maybe that was the problem but I’ll never know

Everyone says yes
Everyone says no
I asked God for some mercy on my soul
Because I’m not good enough, I’m not strong enough

But maybe I’ll go to hell for this
Maybe I’ll go no where
But tonite was the night, I never woke up, never got off the ground, it was the night…it was night… it was the night, that I died