I Want
All the happy couples
The teddy bears and candies
huge cards that promise a kiss
and big pink hearts showing you love
It all makes me sick.
Because secretly I want it.
an overly cliche card
paired up with a huge pink bear
a box of chocolates in a heart shaped box
with mystery flavors inside
I want a rose in my locker at school
I want a big hug and an "I love you"
I want everyone to be sick at how sweet he is
I want to curl up after eating a meal he cooked
and watch a movie with a predictable plot line
I want to sigh and look in his eyes after sharing a sweet kiss
I don't want to cry and sit alone
just staring at a picture
hugging a stuffed animal and cuddling his hoodie
with mascara smudged
down my tear stained face
But apparently that's too much to ask
Here's to another year of pain
another Valentines day gone to waste
The teddy bears and candies
huge cards that promise a kiss
and big pink hearts showing you love
It all makes me sick.
Because secretly I want it.
an overly cliche card
paired up with a huge pink bear
a box of chocolates in a heart shaped box
with mystery flavors inside
I want a rose in my locker at school
I want a big hug and an "I love you"
I want everyone to be sick at how sweet he is
I want to curl up after eating a meal he cooked
and watch a movie with a predictable plot line
I want to sigh and look in his eyes after sharing a sweet kiss
I don't want to cry and sit alone
just staring at a picture
hugging a stuffed animal and cuddling his hoodie
with mascara smudged
down my tear stained face
But apparently that's too much to ask
Here's to another year of pain
another Valentines day gone to waste