lost without you

for this one last night i kneel
maybe i just want to heal
or is it just to feel what i have been missing for so long
i wish i was yours to hold
always feeling empty...cold..
as this darkness swirls
just one more pill
another dosage of this fake happiness
i cannot bear to hold on to
my sanity slipping
fake smiles surround me
as i fight to gain composure
your smileing face lingering in the darkness
i see the light
but it shall always be this broken heart that holds me back