Hate Me
My mind is bleeding, not an ounce of peace has come over me...
I ask of you to please hate me, im trying so hard to make you tell me that you hate me...
Drugs consume me, the bottle has yet again taken me with its warm liquid, and i cant stop. Im waging these losing wars in myself. I cant take this, its beggining to become too much for me to take, its like the whole world is pointing at me saying how could you?.. How could you?...
All i can do is drown it out, god my mind is tearing apart two angels tear my mind in half, im burning holes in my mind to dig out all the memories of us, i want to die so horribly. The way i felt for you was and is no lie, tell me you hate me, move on. forget about me, HATE ME!!!!
THESE TEARS ARE FALLING SO FAST I MUST GO I MUST BUT I CANT I SO WEAK, IM SO WEAK. WILL YOU PLEASE HATE ME!!!!!
My mind is reeling so hard... My mind is crowding itself trying to remember everything about us... I hate myself i dispise my own mind but i cant escape so i destroy it in hope ill die, maybe i will O.D. maybe i will get it a wreck, i need to die to allow my mind rest, but im too weak to do it myself... Iv been having the same dream over and over again, what if... what if... In my dream i drive to your home knock on the door holding my 44. in my hand crying, i walk in seeing you stand there in your room listening to eva. I walk up as your stunned solid. I kiss you. I love you i whisper. I turn around and walk to the door, i stop and turn around in your kitchen as you stare at me. I cry harder, fall to my knees and tell you im so sorry for everything. I put the gun up to my head and cry... I pull the trigger and.... I wake up. sweating, ears ringing i pull my hair trying to forget... Iv had this dream so many times, many times iv considered making it a reality... but im weak.... So Hate me... Hate me!!! See im not good enough for you!!!
HATE ME!!!!!
I ask of you to please hate me, im trying so hard to make you tell me that you hate me...
Drugs consume me, the bottle has yet again taken me with its warm liquid, and i cant stop. Im waging these losing wars in myself. I cant take this, its beggining to become too much for me to take, its like the whole world is pointing at me saying how could you?.. How could you?...
All i can do is drown it out, god my mind is tearing apart two angels tear my mind in half, im burning holes in my mind to dig out all the memories of us, i want to die so horribly. The way i felt for you was and is no lie, tell me you hate me, move on. forget about me, HATE ME!!!!
THESE TEARS ARE FALLING SO FAST I MUST GO I MUST BUT I CANT I SO WEAK, IM SO WEAK. WILL YOU PLEASE HATE ME!!!!!
My mind is reeling so hard... My mind is crowding itself trying to remember everything about us... I hate myself i dispise my own mind but i cant escape so i destroy it in hope ill die, maybe i will O.D. maybe i will get it a wreck, i need to die to allow my mind rest, but im too weak to do it myself... Iv been having the same dream over and over again, what if... what if... In my dream i drive to your home knock on the door holding my 44. in my hand crying, i walk in seeing you stand there in your room listening to eva. I walk up as your stunned solid. I kiss you. I love you i whisper. I turn around and walk to the door, i stop and turn around in your kitchen as you stare at me. I cry harder, fall to my knees and tell you im so sorry for everything. I put the gun up to my head and cry... I pull the trigger and.... I wake up. sweating, ears ringing i pull my hair trying to forget... Iv had this dream so many times, many times iv considered making it a reality... but im weak.... So Hate me... Hate me!!! See im not good enough for you!!!
HATE ME!!!!!