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Shut up,
Shut up!
SHUT UP!!
Stop trying to tell me I"m okay.
That nothing is wrong,
And all is fine.
Don't even pretend,
You know more about me than I do.
YOU'RE SO STUPID!
Can't you just listen for once?
I know there's something wrong.
I'm not a fucking dunce!
This isn't fake, it's quite real.
All you want to teach me,
Is how not to feel.
Take your fucking degree,
And shove it up your ass!
This just ain't behind you,
It aint the fucking past!
ADo you want me to hurt myself,
And maybe someone else too?
This may be a cry for help,
But that don't mean it wont come true.
Don't you notice how angry I am,
All the fucking time?!
Or are you fucking blind?