Time After Time [Blood & Tears]

The yells and the screams
Make me want to slit my wrists.
Squashing all my sick, sad dreams,
You laugh at me tears and cries-
Am I nothing more than scum to you?

Take my blood and tears for granted-
You know you'll see them again [too terribly soon]
Breaking down inside my head-
Need to get the words out some way.
Pens, pencils, and paper is all I need.

Time after time it'll happen again,
Unable to stop it from happening-
Tears run down my face,
Blood oozes out my arms,
Time after time.
Mental breakdown once again-
Emergency call 911!
Tell the paramedics who it is,
Hopefully this time they won't rush,

Fighting the bright light all at once.
Seems like it's getting closer-
I open my eyes and all I see is white.
No, no, no, I'm not fucking dead.
In the hospital again.

Moniter is beeping,
Mom and dad are crying,
Bro and sis are sleeping,
Friends are asking why-
But I can't say a thing.

Time after time it'll happen again,
Unable to stop it from happening-
Tears run down my face,
Blood oozes out my arms,
Time after time.
Mental breakdown once again-
Emergency call 911!
Tell the paramedics who it is,
Hopefully this time they won't rush.

Time after time it'll happen again,
Unable to stop it from happening-
Tears run down my face,
Blood oozes out my arms,
Time after time.
Mental breakdown once again-
Emergency call 911!
Tell the paramedics who it is,
Hopefully this time they won't rush.

Slowly coming back,
This time might be different,
I got some pills and the help I need-
Nothing more to get and stay,
Leave it all behind.

Time after time it'll happen again,
Unable to stop it from happening-
Tears run down my face,
Blood oozes out my arms,
Time after time.
Mental breakdown once again-
Emergency call 911!
Tell the paramedics who it is,
Hopefully this time they won't rush.