love has its ups and downs

i remember, the temptation between us,
i remember when you said you love me
i held every waking moment with you
i held youre love in my hand
i cryed for you, and i laughed with you
but no matter what i did with you... you left me

you told me it was better this way
you told me i love another woman
you promised you would come back today
and yet here i wait, longing to touch you again
i see you with her, and i smile, as a single tear falls down my cheek
i hope you are happy, because i want my baby to smile

later on, i find out i am doing things that are useless
and wont ease my pain
i want nothing more to find a true love
i want it all
but iam just being selfish
for i can never have anyting

a pathetic ending in my life really
i stand here my ground and face my fears
i walk up to you after three long years
and i gave yhu three meanful words
yes those words that changed his life
'i hate you'

i walk away to find, someone else to shed my pain away
and i found you
the person i once called my romeo, standing on my porch
you got down on one knee, and told me
'marry me'....