For Lack Of a Better Word

Disgusting
Shameful
Regret
Hate

Love
Cherish
Rise
Be

Can You take this pain away from me?

Dying to forget, and made me ashamed to rise and be,

but see, despite all these words, i will fight off these embers

and make it clear for you to all see.

that maybe, one day the repulsing coroding monster you see, is in fact

ME