Scattered

Over thinking thoughtless words.
Watching hallowed out birds,
fly in the sea,
that's filled with memories of you and me.

Isolated inside, claustrophobic outside.
Insane, out of control.
rules, I no longer abide, why try?

Forget rhymes and lines,
they're full of shit,
as am I.
I wanna throw a fucking fit,
yes, there's that familiar twitch.

Obsessed with order, perfection, and flow.
This mask I wear is all for show.
Shall I reveal what I conceal?
Let you see the essence of me?

My mind is scattered
thought process shattered.
I'm gone and when I return,
I will know everything there is to learn.