Calibrate: The Atom Bomb

So many things I don’t understand.
Whispers of words
Confusion
Darting of eyes
Nerves
Growing up and beyond
Chaos

The monster of life.
Love, friends, lust
All that should be mine
But instead I’m here
Floating in dreams

Afraid of reality.

When you take a step forward
Three doors close
Every second that passes
Seals the grave
Black rose petals on the coffin
A kiss at the tombstone

Inept, hovering
The state where everything is there
At once

I wait
Until time
Runs
Out