I HATE MYSELF

I Hate myself when you hate me
I HATE myself when I almost get taken away
I HATE MYSELF everyday
I HATE MYSELF WHEN I get angry
I HATE MYSELF FOR ALL the pain I've caused
I HATE MYSELF BECAUSE I'M NOT the kid you want
I HATE MYSELF BECAUSE I CAN'T FIND love
I HATE MYSELF BECAUSE I'M SO STUPID

but I DON'T hate myself enough to kill myself
Somehow I live through the pain and make it another day

Maybe one day I'll be able to love myself
But today is not that day...