Different Kind of Love

So far away, but so very close,
I want to talk, but instead I choke.
Thinking back to all those days,
All those times I wasn't afraid.
We used to be so insink,
Now when you talk, its hard to think.
What happened to us? It was never like this,
I think we grew up, it made all the difference.
You walk over, I tend to blush.
You start to smile, my heart starts to rush.
Its hard to breathe, when you stand too near,
Loosing you is my biggest fear.
When you hug me, I listen to your heart beat,
When you pull away too fast, I crumple in defeat.
You're always there, and you're comforting too,
Some of the things I love about you.
You show you care and you never judge,
The thing that sucks, for you it's a different kind of love.