Crashing down upon you

Crashing down upon you

You say I don’t know
You do it all the time
Time and time again
Feelings go unnoticed
The shadows keep melting my reality
Every chance I get
I join them in celebration
Of a future that keeps running away from me

It stays the same for a while
But then the fire starts
They say you can run but you can’t hide
I’ve been hiding for far too long
The are running towards me
I will hide
But can I run from them?

In the corner there is a shadow
But the walls that make it draw the attention to themselves
I know I should turn away
The glare of the attention blinds me
Still, I keep my stare
I am sure it will soon turn into a glare
This feeling makes me ill
I will bury it, and forget it
It’s for the best

But then
The truth is that it’s still there
It stops by for a while
Just to hurt you
Just to make you feel ashamed
You want it
But you can’t deal with it
It comes crashing down upon you.