Jade Hates Herself

I hate myself
I hate what ive become
Innocence I was stripped of
Innocence, I have none

Brought to the lowest peek
Longing for a reason to carry on
Living in fear of suicide's agony
Although im close, from what ive done

I dont care what you think anymore
No matter how embaressed I might be
I am myself and no one else
Myself is all I shall be

If theres anything wrong with me
My hellish past is to blame
If theres anything stopping me
Its my regrets, my fears and shame..