Losing

Sometimes it hurts
More then I let on
I just force these smiles
I laugh to be alright

I wait for another accident
Cause a commotion
An emotion
Anything

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And I turn my back
I want to be happy again
It's killing me to know
I'm losing my best friend
And I turn my back
I'm stalling again
It kills me to know
I'm losing my best friend

And I stop
In the middle of the night
The tears don't start
Until I'm by myself

I just want to keep this
Keep this to myself
And I choke my words down
Losing this again!

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